Friday, July 16, 2010

::++BLA BLA BLA++::

aku suda delete entry before dis . haha ntah laa jiwa tengah serabott kowt . tapi lepas luahkan , wut a relief i felt inside . huu .

for a few days i feel so down . down down down til i can't stand anymore . but Alhamdulillah after share it with sumone even not all , aku dapat hadapi sumer niyh dengan tenang . thanx kawan ((:

untuk kamu *i'm pretty sure you read dis* all the decision in your hand . as a man , think and handle our situation wisely kay . i believe in you ((:

*ituh sajer ler kuwt . i'm pretty bz kemas barang . huhu . janaa ((:

Friday, July 9, 2010

::++TAG 5++:::






Wednesday, July 7, 2010

::++TAG 4++::

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah:
seorang yang sangat sweet , caring , blur , hopeless romantic and muka dye mcm rain vesi melayu . hee kisah lama sudaa . sekarang hanya en dalam hati cik lala ((:

2. Saya sedang mendengar:
yang sempurnakanku by 6ixth sense

3. Mungkin saya patut:
mandi sekarang .haha aku belom mandi siot .ngeh ngeh ngeh xPp

4. Saya suka:
holidays , pulau ,soul music , i-phone , senyuman dye . hee

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:
my gossipgirl ! aku sayang korunk tahap maharaja dihilir weyh hee

6.Saya tak paham:
kenapa orang suka curang dengan kekasih / husband / wifey dorunk . setia sudey ler . and kenapa orang suka jaga tepi kain orang laen , kain awak tu jaga ler sendiri

7.Saya kehilangan:
dua bestfren yang aku sayang gler . dah takdir kuwt . huhu


8.Ramai yang berkata:
aku niyh poyo to da max .jiwang gler , hati keras*tak reti nanges , kuat berangan , baek tak kena tempat and sombong . ahha pape je lah .

9.Makna nama saya:

sarah = kesabaran aqilah = kebijaksanaan . sarah aqilah = kesabaran kebijaksanaan . hee


10.Cinta itu adalah:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails .
Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.


11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang:
memikirkan saya ? hee perasan gler xPp


12.Saya akan cuba:
jadi lebih baik dari semalam . bukan untuk kamu , untuk dia atau untuk mereka , tetapi untuk saya ((:


13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud:
forever . nothing last forever

14.Telefon bimbit saya:
dulu jadi bestfren saya . mane pegi sume bawak . gie toilet pown bawak . tapi skrg dah tak heran dah . hee

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur:
alhamdulillah aku masih diberi peluang untuk bernafas ((:

16.Saya paling meluat apabila:
orang jaga tepi kaen orang laen , tak kenang budi , backstabbers , maen maenkan perasaan oran


17.Pesta/Parti adalah:

i'm not into it

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah:
semut ? cicak ? haha tolonglah bawak saya pegi zoo

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah:
my childhood time is the best moment after all . regardless ((:

20.Hari ini:
saya bangun tido awal . ahha :DD

21.Malam ini saya akan:
keluar shopping dengan kaka saya :DD

22.Esok pula saya akan:
pegi saloon gunting rambut and rebonding . yippie ! ((:

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan:
EN

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini:
WTH with my hair ? haha . tape tape besok kte kasi potong . haha


25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan:
mall lah ((:


26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun:
both paveret . caner ? haha


27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap:

Terang bila baca buku atau buat kerja, Gelap bila nak titon, ...



28.Makanan segera adalah:
sangat sangat sedap dan baek untuk kesihatan . jadi makanlah slaloo . haha


29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
ibu masak ape ? lapar ~ hee


30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
sape yang nak buat , buat je ler ((:

::++TAG 3++::

1. taken a picture naked?
no way!

2. painted your room?
nope . tapi dulu aku cat rumah time rumah tengah renovate . sajer nak nyebok sbnrnye . hee xPp

3. made out with a member of the same sex?
polok kish biasa ler . ahha :DD

4. drove a car?
one fine day (◕‿◕✿) *mak aku dah suruh amek lesen tapi malas ler . hee

5. danced in front of your mirror?
biasa bro :DD

6. have a crush?
(✿ ♥‿♥)

7. been dumped?
(╥_╥)

8. stole money from a friend?
hell no ! gila

9. gotten in the car with people you didnt know?
slaloo jer . naek teksi . hee

10. been in a fist fight?
--------- ̿̿̿ ̿' ̿'\̵͇̿̿\з=(•̪●)=ε/̵͇̿̿/'̿'̿ ̿ -----------

11. had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?
yerp . saket :'(

12. had feelings for a friend?
nope

14. made out with a stranger?
eeeuuuuwww only with my kekasih halal sampai syurga a.k.a my future hubby (✿ ♥‿♥)

15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
sure ((:

16. left your house with out telling your parents?
nope ((: nanti kalo jadi pape kat  luar kan susah . hee

17. had a crush on your neighbor?
my first love ! haha xPp

18. ditched school to do something more fun?
haha . slaloo . pergh feeling dye terbaek woo xPp

19. slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex?
aku tido an kaka aku *dye kan penakut HAHA

20. seen someone die?
nope .takut ler . huu

21. been on a plane?
nope . but will soon ((:

22. kissed a picture?
haha ttteeetttt

23. slept in until 3?
biasa sangat haha

24. miss someone right now?
EN , GOSSIPGIRL

25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
slaloo dulu wit gossipgirl . uwaa rindu.sobs sobs

26. made a snow angel?
teringin ((:

27. played dress up?
dulu dress up kan doll skunk dress up kan cik yah . hee


28. cheated while playing a game?
haha . kalau dah rasa kompem kalah ler xPp

29. been lonely?
Allah always with me ((:

30. fallen asleep at work/school?
time account ! haha . macam di gam gam jer mata . padahal cik faridah bukan maen rapat dgn aku . hee sori cikgu :DD

31. been to a bar?
nope

32. felt an earthquake?
alhamdulillah tak . tp time tsunami , aku ade dalam feri . bukan ler time tsunami uh . tp lg sejam nak tsunami . air panas and cetek . then ble pndg luar feri , ikan penuh . huu alhamdulillah

33. touched a snake?
phew mintak jauh ler (-'_'-)

34. ran a red light?
not yet xPp

35. been suspended from school?
nope

36. had detention?
tak kuwt . lalala

37. been in a car accident that you didnt cause?
nope . alhamdulillah

38. hated the way you look?
sumtimes

39. witnessed a crime?
masa bulan pose orang nak rompak umah jiran . bodoh betol perompak tuh , rompak time sahur . pe lagi maen kejar kejar lah . haha :DD

39. been the person doing the crime?
saya kan budak baek . haha

40. pole danced?
nope

41. been lost?
always

42. been to the opposite side of the country?
yups ((:
yups .
43. felt so sick you thought you might die?
 pena satu malam uh sesak nafas gle gle punyer . masa tuh zikir je ler banyak banyak . alhamdulillah . ngeri woo

44. cried yourself to sleep?
time gaduh dgn bff . huu . 14 tahun babe kawan . putus camtu jer

46. sang karaoke?
favourite yaw *walaupon suara aku nan ado . ahaha

47. done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?
biasa ler tuh . time diet . haha

48. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
eeeuuugghh geli ler

49. caught a snowflake on your tongue?
nope

50. kissed in the rain?
would love to . *ala ala hindustan HAHA

51. sang in the shower?
siap ade batlle dengan jiran sebelah . haha :DD

52. had sex in a park?
never . geez

53. had a dream where you were married?
haha jangan ditanyer ini soalan xPp

54. glued your hand to something?
biasa ler . aku kan makngai . haha

55. got your tongue/”arm” stuck to a flag pole?
tade keje ker

56. ever gone to school partially naked?
hell no ! never !

57. been a cheerleader?
tak layak . haha

58. sat on a roof top?
nanti ler . ble dah kawen . haha . sambil tengok bintang +。☆*゜+。.。:.*.゚ ゚¨゚゚・*:..。o○☆゚+。

59. didn’t take a shower for a week?
eeeuuuwwwhhh busuk lah kerbau ! haha

60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
slaloo jer aku tengok sorang *kakak aku kan penakut . haha

61. played chicken?
hiikkss masa kecik dulu

62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
haha yeah ! pephi punye keje ler . sebab aku takut nak turun slide dekat wet world uh , dye gie tarik tangan aku slide an dye . tp pas dah slide uh , pergh muka berlagak gle . haha

64. broken a bone?
alhamdulillah tak ((:

65. been easily amused?
hehehe

66. laughed so hard you cried?
slaloo dengan GOSSIPGIRL . haha *aku rindu gossipgirl sgt sgt . bie , wanie , lulu , nana and qiqie . huu

67. mooned/flashed someone?
never

68. cheated on a test?
masa zaman jahiliah dulu ler . bukan men kreatif smp ckgu taleyh notice . haha

69: forgotten someones name?
sumtimes ble memory aku kena virus . haha

70. slept naked?
nope

71. gone skinny dipping?
pe tuh ? haha

73. blacked out from drinking?
tak kuwt

74. played a prank on someone?
adek adek adek junior aku ler slaloo jadi mangsa . haha . tp aku niyh fasilitator terbaek oke . akak fasi yg plg disayangi . haha

75. gone to a late night movie?
saya mau ~ hehe

76. made love to anything not human?
 lappy buleh dak ? haha

77. failed a class?
 huu . pena sajerp

78. choked on something you’re not supposed to eat?
tak kuwt

79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours in total?
 tak

80. been cheated on?
hell yeah !

81. did you celebrate the 4th of July?
tak . tp kalo time skola dulu ade ler cuti . hee

82. thrown strange objects?
hhaha yeah

83. felt like killing someone?
 sangat 。 ̿̿̿ ̿̿'̿'\̵͇̿̿\ /̵͇̿̿/'̿̿̿̿̿' ̿̿̿ beng beng tebaboomm !
84. felt like running away?
 yeah !

86. did drugs?
 eee tamau >.<

87. had detention and not attend it?
nope

89. made a parent cry?
idk

90. cried about someone?
 slaloo

91. had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period?
kau gila haha

92. dated someone you didn’t even like?
depends

93. had/have dog?
tade

95. own an instrument?
 dulu ade ler . harmonica ((:

96. been in band?
 nope

97. drank 25 sodas in a day?
 kencing manes teros . haha

98. broken a CD?
yups

99. shot a gun?
aku kan polis . mestiler pena . tapi revolver dgn m16 jer . hee

100. had feelings for one of your best friends?
nope . dalam hati saya hanya ada sorang jer ((:

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

::++be strong++::

"if you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be."

If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to. 

aku berpegang dengan ayat niyh . sangat sangat betul kan . huu aku nak jadi a strong girl ! i'm a fighter remember ? kalau sedih sedih buat ape ? tambah kerut jer kat muka . belom tua dah berkedut . haiyaah nggak mau sih ¯\(©¿©)/¯

kamu kan dah suruh saya jangan sedih sedih lagi . orang laen pown suruh saya jangan sedih gak . so here i am . sarah kembali ! tak sedih sedih lagi . hee

Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.

SEMANGAT SARAH AQILAH !!!
 

::++ (。◕‿◕。) ++::

chomel tak tajuk entry aku kali niyh ? hikkss . aku suda oke ler *cket jer sebenarnyer . tapi bole lah kan (: iniyh sume gara gara kawan baek aku keep bagi aku semangat and sentiasa dengar probs aku . thanx kawan coz dengar cte sendu kawan kamu niyh ((:

untuk kamu yang sangat saya sayang , bukan saya dah berhenti menyayangi kamu . my love for you keep going stronger and stronger each time i think bout you ((: tapi saya memilih untuk menyerahkan segalanya pada yang di atas sana . Dia lbeyh mengetahui segalanya kan ? kalau memang tertulis yang kamu adalah jodoh saya , satu hari nanti kte akan bersatu jugak kan ? insyaallah (:

tiap kali saya rasa rindu dekat kamu , saya mesti tengok gambar kamu . aiyaak lagi rindoo ade ler . ta berhemah ler . hee xPp oke ler tamau gedik gedik lagi . caner kte nak baik balik niyh ? hurm . banyak banyak sabar yer .

*seriously i rindu gler dengan you niyh . tapi i tamau cakap dengan you . bukan i ego . tapi i kecik hati oke . tapi i tamau ler pnjg pnjg story . erm dats y time kte jumpa haritu , i diam jer . tapi tape ler . ble kte nak jumpa niyh . rindulah weyh . hikkss

Friday, July 2, 2010

::++THREE MONTHS++::

ariniyh genap tiga bulan saya kenal awak . tak sangka kan ? pejam celik pejam celik dah tiga bulan kte kenal . awak ingat tak ? huhu . saya ingat lagi first time saya jumpa awak , saya tak pena sangka akan jatuh cinta kat awak , but i do . masa first time saya tengok awak , sumpaa tade perasaan . hikks . i just think of you as another person that came too my life and will leave with nothing .
i dunno when my heart started wrote your name . but when i back , my heart keep thinking of you . haiyooh den somput ekh duk pikir kamoo jer . but i love it ! xP . tapi saya suka sangat bila tengok kamoo pegi surau . sejuk jer hati . masa tuh saya dah mula suka kamu tau (:

saya tau kamu marahkan saya . but please tell me the reason . janganlah buat saya camnie . kalau pasal dye yang buat kamu jealous , saya tak layan dye lagi . as long as itu boleh bahagiakan kamu . tolonglah bagitau saya . janganlah diam macam niyh jer . you makes me hurt sayang . . .



kalau kamu stress , saya pun stress . kalau kamu sedih , saya lagi sedih . kalau kamu ada probs , share lah dengan saya . apa guna saya dekat sini kalau tak bole tolong kamu ? when you're happy , i want to laugh with you . when you're sad , i want to share the burden with you . when you're down , i want to be the one dat make you smile . i want to share all the things with you . good things , bad things , nice day , worst day . your likeness , your hateness . all those thing , i want to share it with you .


*SORI TULISAN AGAK KELAM KABUT + SERABOT . HIKKSS AKU TENGAH SERABOT LER

puas saya carik lagu niyh . nahh dis song absolutely for you love (: ♥♥♥